Just · Me · & · My · Stupid · Life

so today... i didn't go to uni, i'm sick.
my head n my throat hurts like hell. my body is stiff and i think i have a fever, not a heavy one though.. but still.. :{

so ye.. nothing much happened in these days.. yesterday i went to uni and met my uni pals for the first time in this new semester(well not all, juz some of them), gossiping around with the gals, talking about this particular boy with my friends in the boring lecture lol and then went to groceries with my friends..:)
but after that...i have to carry all the stuff alone, i mean they're so heavy and i have to walk to my house alone.. all my friends live quite far from my place..... :(
unfortunately for me, i had to struggle on the way walking home, it was fcuking freezing not mentioning the damn wind... so i guess it must be the reason why im lying on my bed now instead of going to uni..
oh yeah... btw i almost forgot to mention that my ex crush now is in the same class as me.. damn, i couldnt concentrate like.. at all. i kept thinking about the stuff she used to do to me in the past.. but now everything has changed.. we even didnt greet each other yesterday.. however i caught her glancing at me several times, but i never replied her glances....ok maybe just once.....but still...for me its too painful to see her eyes straight.... argh i dont know man....
she still looks pretty as usual though... i missed the times when she treated me so well and said those sweet words...... argh its my fault anywayyyy, all is my fault. so i better quit this thing already!! :X

oh well........ i think im gonna off now... better take some more rest so i can get up and go to uni tomorrow...... k then... :[

x

Ok so this is my first time using LiveJournal and I don't really know what to say..
well.. nothing much happened today.. i just cleaned up my home and yeah.. stuff is running just like the other days, nothing special.. really.
um... ok i think dats all for today, i will write some more later..
see ya kiddos. x